[[ ii lurbbe euu la0g0ngg` ii dunchh care` budd i wanna sayy f0rebas ]]

2005-01-31T20:20:00.000-08:00

wEeeEeee~ woke upp` at 5.30 todayy` shower and eat muhh breakkfast then wax up muhh hair then gg0 to skool` miit mingfeiix and gerald` geraldine` then scaredd miie` cos walkk half wayy yipei tokk to miie mahhx...scaredd miie sia then muhh hair sho farnie siiax` hehehee`x wahhaha`sianx arhhx`cos t0dae first less0n ishh CV dden sho siianx dde` then chinese next lesson` alotc off us nbbr do zao ju nehhx` then we rushh` ii write rubbishh dde norhx` lols then recess gg0 eat withh baodde theyy all again` then patrickk bully miie sho i pull his hair` lols` sho farniie dde his expression`lolss - then i realise i didnt dd0 muhh a maths` then kris copy G.teo one` then nicole copy kris one` iin dde endd no one lendd mie copyy then vincent lendd miie siax...hehehehx thnkss` then englishh i lazyy dda write muhh essay sho i email iit to mishh yap` i sho lazyy siax` heheh` then after skool went to look fur mrs kong cos gort acappella mahhx then toldd her got prefects investiture she saidd tan ai hua wanna use then she sayy change to some other dayy askk miie go home norhx` sho toldd dde rest nn0 practice can gg0 home` then meiiqi tokk dda miie` thot shhe hatedd miie siax all dde while didnt wan gg0 tokk dda her dunchh wan anii conflicts or wadd

sho ii when to watchh dde matchh wibb xiia0meiix ` ba0dde` ddingfengg` weiha0 and steve gg0 see matchh` hehehe` then miie weiidde xiia0meii take a cabbiie andd fetchh daweii at mac ITE then gg0 nehhx` then i t0ldd steve iff muhh la0gong gg0` ii ll listen t0 hiim forever` *forever arhhx* then hhe realli bringg hiim there w0rs` sho fuckiin happiie` cos i didnt see hiim fur likke dunnoe 8 dayys life unable dda see muhh laogong ishh sho painful` jus mishh hiim losta` budd ii saw hiim lerss` muackkx` dden dde Bboyx w0n nehhx` 38 tt0 37` weesengg dde finger iinjuredd cant shoot`then emmerson dde std gg0 tokk to hiim` lolss` sho cute dde then we walkk to fengshan CC then tht stupidd la0gong go buy things when we reachh there liao hhe take cabb to dde CC` see shan deyy all playy norhx`

haiix to shann; euu've been muhh k0r2x andd we've been as gudd as buddies since endd obb sec one...budd ii've nbbr seen euu liddat bef0re realli? nbbr once euu repliedd and sms tht ishh sho coldd and heartless ii can sayy` euu reply ii've gort n0 comments` dunchh sms miie` i wanna sturdee` okiee` fine.. ishh tht whyee euu didnt replyy J's sms? shhe was sho upset` iin dde middle of dde lesson shhe approachhed miie` let dde past bbe past` euu lurfee her for now nort dde past` get iit? haiix whye thinggs are liddat` jux hope euu noe shhe lurbbes euu alotx dde fact tht shhe still puts euu iin her heart after shh0 long proves tht her lurbbe 4 euu ishh strong` learn to appreciate her gudd` euu changedd aniwayy` h0pe euu are happiie wibb wad euu are`

hhehehehe`x then muhh la0gong sendd miie home wors` gan dong siiax`muackkx` dunchh n0e wadd to sayy budd jux tht ii realli lurbbe euu` hehehe` sendd miie rite t0 muh hse downstairs`hhehehhe` hhe berii cute siiax` ii cant live with0utt euu` realli` muackkx` dunn0e whye i likke to hugg him siiax` brr` miie sort liaox` hhehehee` mishh euu losta` muackkx` thts all bbahhx` hehehe` ii wan forever to happen to miie` if nort i wan tyme to stopp` sho ii can bbe withh himm forever` huggies` P.S. ii realli lurbbe euu` believe iin miie yahhx` muackkx -`

x[[ ii mishh euu alotx -- ]]x

2005-01-30T05:31:00.000-08:00

yupp` mie change blogg lerss w0rs` hehhhehhx` jus kinda boredd euu noe`x and muhh old blog also spoilt` sho shityy dde` okiee` let miie update euu` it ishh sho shtyy that muhh father didnt allow miie dda go outta euu n0e`x...fuckk iit` i diddnt gedda gg0 kbox-ing withh elin and xiaomeii` haix` ii wanna gg0 shho badlyy` c0s i just wanna singg muhh heart out` hehhehhe` shh0 shyt one` then hhe scoldd miie fur gg0iin dda playy billardd` grr` sayy ii ve been gg0iin dda places a shudden gg0...sayy tht ii cant gg0 outt till i habb some inprovement iin muhh behaviourr and studies` ii was likke wadd dde shyyt euu wan frrom miie` heyy` ii jus a teenager` i nidda life man` euu two screwedd upp` muhh childhood` ii didnt even playy` all ii did was tuition and studiie fur dde god damn 4 years of muhh childhood` suckk upp` andd then ii didnt go with weidde too` budd hhe toldd miie he sendd jasmine home` tht was sh0 swtt rite? hhehhe` budd i was withh muhh parents euu see` mishhed acappella todae` stuckk at home` wait fur father dda bringg muhh lunchh backk` ate muhh lunchh and watchedd scaryy movie 3` then ii went backka slpp` cos iits too boringg at home` suckk` then theyy sayy ii alwas use com` iff euu are g0iin dde lockked miie upp at home` andd ii boredd` all ii can dd0 ishh entertaiin muhhself withh dde com yahhx? iff tht ishnt wadd euu wan. iim most probably austic` duhh` haiix` iit jus suckks yeahh? saw ekkachai at cineleisure` then shikai told miie hhe was there too dda watchh omen` i watchedd elektra` sho nice` budd dde storyyline suckked man` no proper start and proper endd` budd dde actions was gre8` hhehhe` wwatchhed withh muhh parents` actually xianneng gort come findd miie dde` budden hhe was late` bby dde tyme hhe called miie ii iin dde cinema withh muhh parents eat popcorn liaox` hehhhe` sho boredd dde bbe stuckk at home siaz` hate iit losta` its like 5 am iin dde morning and ii bloggin now` shyyt it` goin dde shower now` aniwayy muhh sat and sun suckks` cos i didnt see muhh laogong at all` haiix` i mishh euu alot laogong` haiix` i didnt see euu fur a week liaox` dunnoe wadda do siiaz` i wun habb another laogong again` okiee` ii n0e euu dunchh believe in forever` budd ii jus hope things can turn outt that wayy` lurbbe euu alotx nehhx` sorriex fur muhh selfishhness and stupidityy` okiee` ii cut muhh haiir` sorriex lahhx` ii noe euu dunchh like it` budd haiir ll grow de lahhx` muackkx` then weide also cut siiaz` then tokk dde muhh laogong on dde phone then dingfeng kipp on tokkin dde miie online` then suddenly ask if i lurbbe muhh laogong` i dunchh care wad others thinkk or say` budd i lurbbe muhh laogong alotx and nthh ll change dde fact alrite` eben douu i feel tht i lurbbe hiim more than hhe lurbbe miie butt ulimatelyy hhe ish still muhh laogong` ii dunchh wannna lose hiim` =)) haiix` ii wan hiim badlyy` haiix` aiyahh` ii go shower lerss lahhx` byee` takkaire` miie update dda nitex`

x`ggerie (("v")) sii jie`x

[[ ii lurbbe euu la0g0ngg` ii dunchh care` budd i wanna sayy f0rebas ]]

x[[ ii mishh euu alotx -- ]]x